Seeing God reflected

I’ve never had a strong stomach, so when I got sick just before we headed to Australia, I wasn’t worried. Stomach aches and bad nights have always been a part of me. What I didn’t know then was how this stomach ache would crash the better part of our vacation, stealing my joy and rest. […]

Waiting on time

I could hear him mumbling as I closed my computer for the night. I had just finished binge watching Lost and it was very late. You know how “just one” episode turns into four, and then it’s technically morning. Oops. I had been living with my grandparents for several months and occasionally I would hear […]

Losing Christmas

I’m not entirely certain what happened to the past eleven months, but somehow or other we slammed into December. Since it’s perpetually the hottest day of summer in Madang I don’t feel like real time passes until it passes. Another year gone… just like that. Pretty sure I was pregnant last week, so, um, what?!? […]

Weathering the weather

The Hot. It comes quickly and sits oppressively on top of us for too long. This is the name I’ve given our summer months in PNG (October-February), and I’ve been bracing myself for it since June. Despite my stewing, when The Hot arrived three weeks ago I was ill prepared. Last year Ray tolerated The […]

Paying the cost

Just as sleep was about to envelope me in that deep and satisfying way, I heard the familiar rustling from the other room. I inwardly groaned as the warmth of relaxed muscles gave way to readiness for the inevitable midnight nursing session. Willa always stirs before fully waking, and my ears are fine-tuned to the […]